Okay, here goes. Yes, it's out there. I've been lying to you guys, I have been on FT-RP and I have been ignoring you all. I did leave that site at first, but there were people who still wanted me back on the site, so I gave it another try. I know it was completely wrong and unprofessional of me to leave without saying a thing then ignore your messages. Nothing can make up for what I've done. Even saying the word, sorry wouldn't help in this situation. Yes I know I said I hated that site then turned around and rejoined it which is very hypocritical as Rin puts it.
What I haven't lied about, was saying that I cared about this site. I do care for and want to see this site grow, whether you believe me or not is entirely up to you since I know I haven't given much proof that what I'm saying is true so I will not blame you if you do not believe me. I know what I said before about sorry not helping this situation, but I am truly sorry to each and everyone of you. Ken I am sorry for just abandoning the job and wasting your time. Star I am terribly sorry for joining your guild only to leave. Rin I am sorry for getting your hopes up only to crush them down, I am sorry to getting a lot of your hopes up and crashing it down.
I know I am scum, a hypocritical piece of shit, I should die, and many other things you all may think of me and I cant blame any of you, I also agree. I did you all wrong and there is no way I could fix it. I am going to stay away from forum sites in general for now. If I cant commit to this site, then why should I be on any other site?
Again, I am sorry and I wish this site the best of luck whether you believe that or not.
What I haven't lied about, was saying that I cared about this site. I do care for and want to see this site grow, whether you believe me or not is entirely up to you since I know I haven't given much proof that what I'm saying is true so I will not blame you if you do not believe me. I know what I said before about sorry not helping this situation, but I am truly sorry to each and everyone of you. Ken I am sorry for just abandoning the job and wasting your time. Star I am terribly sorry for joining your guild only to leave. Rin I am sorry for getting your hopes up only to crush them down, I am sorry to getting a lot of your hopes up and crashing it down.
I know I am scum, a hypocritical piece of shit, I should die, and many other things you all may think of me and I cant blame any of you, I also agree. I did you all wrong and there is no way I could fix it. I am going to stay away from forum sites in general for now. If I cant commit to this site, then why should I be on any other site?
Again, I am sorry and I wish this site the best of luck whether you believe that or not.